Today marks the estimated due date of our fourth pregnancy. Part of me wishes I could forget the dates and part of me doesn't. It's morbid, but it's the truth. I'm trying not to torture myself but honor my baby.
Tomorrow is uncharted grounds. Ever since we started trying I've always had a failed estimated due date in front of me, since we've waited so long to try (last time we tried was January 2008) we haven't had the "opportunity" to have another miscarriage.
Missing my babies today ... wondering what tomorrow (and the future) holds.
Thanks for all your support and love.
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Your post sounds so sooo sad and understandably so.
ReplyDeleteI don't think anybody can forget dates like that. I can be quite forgetful at times but it seems that I have selective memory.
I wish I could come over, give you a big warm hug.
I love you, sista and will always be here for you.
(((((((hugs)))))))
I'm so sorry for your difficult day. Knowing these dates keeps the loss from healing, and my thoughts are with you. {{{hugs}}}
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry for this difficult day. I wish I had words that would make it any better. I hope the future doesn't hold any more of these days.
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry, Polly. Holding you and you little ones close to my heart today.
ReplyDeleteI pray this is the last due date that ends without a baby to hold in your arms. Much love, my friend.
Love you my sister and friend. What a long journey you have been on. Lifting you up today.
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Love you my sister and friend. What a long journey you have been on. Lifting you up today.
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I'm so sorry -- I just saw this post right this moment. :-( My heart breaks for you. This is not an anniversary to be happy about. I'm so sorry...
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