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Monday, August 20, 2007
Sorry my posts are so long ...
Ask my poor ear-done-been-talked-off husband ... brevity is not a gift of mine. (Not surprisingly, I'm just jones'ing to type more to explain exactly how brevity is not my gift.) But I will exercise restraint and .. just ... stop .... typing ...
Give me the details! It's your blog and your rules ... poor out your heart! Makes me feel like I'm talking to you on the phone. :) Love Sandybanks...actually according to your naming thingy, i am Daisy Sandybanks! Yes I checked!
Personally, I like long posts. Especially from someone I know well. It's like receiving a letter an old fashioned letter, but without the handwriting. And, the best part is I get to add my two cents, which OF COURSE I absolutely have to do.
Who said "having the last word" is a bad thing? With comments...I can! :-) ILYMF
I am on the journey. Like the rest of you, I have a lot of issues. My life is all about the adventures of dealing with those issues. I am just trying to live the life that God has given me and in the process try to understand more about Him and who He's created me to be.
Words to live by ... (my current top five list of scripture verses I'm clinging to)
(Joel 2:25) "Then I will make up to you for the years that the swarming locust has eaten; the creeping locust, the stripping locust and the gnawing locust. My great army which I sent among you.
(Psalm 139: 13-14) For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother's womb. I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well.
(Luke 1:37) For nothing is impossible with God
(Eph 3:20-21) Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us, to him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, for ever and ever! Amen.
(Habakkuk 3:17) "Though the fig tree does not bud and there are no grapes on the vines, though the olive crop fails and the fields produce no food, though there are no sheep in the pen and no cattle in the stalls, yet I will rejoice in the LORD, I will be joyful in God my Savior."
2009/01 - SIRM ET with 2 CGH Normal eggs and 1 CGH inconclusive egg. 2 embryos arrested at 2PN. 3 Day transfer of 5-cell, grade 3, 50% fragmentation embryo - BFN
2008/11 - CCRM results showed AMH: 8.5 ... so I'm not DOR? Retaking AMH tests at both labs.
2008/10 - CCRM: CD3 bloodwork & 1 day workup
2008/08 - Polar body biopsy results showed: 1 normal egg, 1 abnormal egg.
2008/06 - Learned of +AOA results
2008/06 - Polar body biopsy results showed: 3 abnormal eggs, 1 normal egg, 1 inconclusive egg. Yes, we do have normal eggs in there somewhere!
2008/04 - First IVF Cycle. ER yielded 6 eggs, 5 mature.
2007/12 - Second attempt at fertility meds. (lower dose of injectibles w/timed intercourse). Almost cancelled and due to nine follies developing originally - eventually we triggered w/only one follie after coasting for a week.
2007/11 - Had to wait for cysts to shrink
2007/10 - Tried fertility meds for the first time (injectibles w/timed intercourse). Had to cancel cycle due to too many follices (seven!)
2007/09 - Third Pregnancy. 5w Natural Miscarriage, EDD 5/18/08
2007/08 - Identified Compound Hetero MTHFR
2007/07 - Identified Elevated FSH (11.7) and potential early menopause
2007/06 - First Meeting w/RE
2007/05 - HSG: All Clear, RPL Panel Mostly All Clear
2007/04 - Identified Hashimoto's Hypothyroidism
2007/03 - 10.5 week suspicious illness (started the night after 2nd miscarriage/D&C)
2007/04 - Hashimoto's Hypothyroid. Treatment: 100 mcg Synthroid
2007/07 - Elevated FSH (11.7). Treatment: "Get aggressive about family building!"
2006/09 - Rh Negative. Treatment: Rhogam shot each time there's potential for a baby's blood to mix with my blood (with each miscarriage or threatened miscarriage, at 28w pregnant and after delivery if baby's blood type is positive)
Brevity = boring!
ReplyDeleteGive me the details! It's your blog and your rules ... poor out your heart! Makes me feel like I'm talking to you on the phone. :)
Love Sandybanks...actually according to your naming thingy, i am Daisy Sandybanks! Yes I checked!
Well we can't have two Daisy's running around!!
ReplyDeleteOh and Esmerelda ... would have been Knotwise - I didn't think giving anyone one that name would be wise!!
I love Esmerelda! I laughed out loud when I read it. It suits her!
ReplyDeleteSandybanks it is! I'm a tropical beach.
Personally, I like long posts. Especially from someone I know well. It's like receiving a letter an old fashioned letter, but without the handwriting. And, the best part is I get to add my two cents, which OF COURSE I absolutely have to do.
ReplyDeleteWho said "having the last word" is a bad thing? With comments...I can! :-) ILYMF